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Monday 20 June 2011

My White Elephant

This one's going to read a bit like rambling but the problem with White Elephants in the room is that u cant talk bout them, write bout them, address them or mess with them and the easiest way out is to just ignore it till u can (though it might want to make u burst out with all the concealed aggression).

I wake up and the first thing i need to address is the one thing i leave unspoken...maybe the lack of courage is because i dont want to spoil the day or i am waiting for it to be addressed or i just dont know what to say...i dont know why i cant address it. The white elephant in my room just gives me a mind block which leaves me confused and contemplative at the end of the day.

Sometimes i just want to kick the white elephant out of my life and be done with it...but then sumwhere deep down i know i am not capable of it so why waste the effort trying. Its much easier to keep the silence and learn to live with it or forget it exists outside the context.